A Big Step

*bhahahah i know the title seemed weird, but I can't think of a good one right now :)

So yeah, Ibu and Abah went for Umrah last Wednesday. Me, Aishah, Firas, Atok, Wan, Pak Lang, Mak Ngah and Cik Ros tagged along. Thanks a million for coming :')

As I planned before, acting cool and no-sad-face was going smoothly until the moment Ibu and Abah leaving. I cried out when Ibu hugged me tight. Yeah2, I know they're going to a good place, to devote themselves to Allah, and to fulfill their Rukun Islam, but I'm just afraid if that moment would be the last for me to see them. Y'know what I mean?

I prayed everyday that they're having an easy trip there :)
Meanwhile, as for me, part time mom sounds fine, but EXHAUSTING =____=
It's definitelty a very big step for me but as the big'ol sis, it should not be a problem~

Taking care of the house, The Monkeys :) Abu :| and other stuff are too much to handle.
DON'T WORRY ANIN ~

Allah won't give me a test that I can't beat *halsuisso!

selamat exam everyone :)

DAH STUDY ?
Woooooooooooo, believe it or not, that's the number one question when it comes to exam week.
And what usually happened was, THERE WERE NO ANSWERS :3

Exam week are mostly stressful, quiet, and non-stop urge slash excitement for the week to finish.

Yesterday, I learned a new thing. About what most students do when they approaching the exam week. It was about Spot Questions.
No  .   .    .   . Not a question with pit pat spots *hahah* It's a targeted questions that are spotted to be coming out on exam
Well, I don't know about you guys but I AM A NORMAL STUDENT AND I DO SEARCH SPOT QUESTIONS ngeheee. These kinds of spots make your work a lot easier, and a lot riskier at the same time!

Can you imagine that? We focuses on the spot questions only - which is good because it can make you score with those detailed points~ But what if at the last minute, the supposedly out questions were changed? *goosebumps*
You're dead meat, and can't even answer any of it :3

This was what happened to me and my class mates during Friday's Chemistry II class. All of us had expected the questions for our Quiz Two from the spot questions and BAMMMM

Different questions, different paper. EVERYTHING. 

all i did was "I'm doomed, I'm doomed, I'm doomed"

So everyone, I'm not saying that you cannot trust any spot questions, but the least you can do is to be REALLY PREPARED for the whole test before digesting all the spots okayh?

Remember, the ONLY reasons we aimed for spot questions is that WE ARE NOT FULLY PREPARED FOR THE TEST

best of luck and do your best :)

How I see a rainbow in every failure :)

Allah won't give me a test that myself can't beat [2,286]
Allah takkan menguji hambanya dengan perkara yang diluar kemampuannya.

I've been holding on to this word ever since. Thanks to a person that told me this phrase about how some hardships that we went through are actually not-that-hard. If it were so damn hard to go through, then why are we even here right now, leisurely speaking about it? Make sense ey?

Well, I got my semester results, and it was NOT okay. Yeah some people told me angrily that I should be grateful for what I got - cause it was actually what Allah had destined it to be.
But Allah also destined these things for a reason.

Everything happens for a reason

Semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya 

At first I was upset and felt like plucking my eyes out, but when I think back of the reason why Allah had made this happen even before I took another semester of exam, I blinked.
No more sad face, no more frustration - all was changed to a determination.
The Almighty must've wanted me to get back up and make it all up again in this coming semester exam. Am I right?

So yeah people. Those out there who I believed experiencing the same thing, try to think of it this way. My way.
The way Allah communicate with you - literally :)

Salam.