Baru Sikit

I would really want to remember this day; especially when it's already 10 years from now.

I wanted to say
" Hey, do you still remember when you drive back home, crying after being scolded horribly during BST? (Bed Side Teaching) "

And I would really want my 10 years older self to just laugh it out and say
"Gosh those were the days. Sikit je pun. Baru sikit."

*sigh*

I know being scolded and humiliated is practically the bread and butter in being a Medical Student; especially those who were already in their final years.

And I know I shouldn't make a big deal out of it. I know i should just mug it up, and let it go. I should forget about it and make a resolution out of it.
I should be strong. I SHOULD.
I know, after all it IS my fault.
For not catching up.
For not focusing.
For being stupid.
For being me.
I'm sorry.

That moment, that very moment -  it hit me. This is hard.
The path that I'm taking right now - is hard. And this is not even the beginning of it.
Yet. Tuhan bagi rasa sikit je. Test sikit je.

Baru sikit.
Be strong Nin.

I accidentally took a ride on a Time Machine

What just happened?
Like seriously ?
My previous post was about me visiting Myeongdong in 2014 and all of a sudden -
it's already August 2016.

WILL YA LOOK AT THAT.
JUST HOW THE TIME FLIES.

But, really?
Does time ACTUALLY flies? I mean, like literally, FLY?

Does time even have wings to fly?
How do you know time is actually a creature - who flies?
And how do you even know that 'Time' IS EVEN a creature?
Why wouldn't it be something that's an Abstract, instead of
a creature slash human slash animal slash mythical being that flies?
And even if 'Time' is a definite CREATURE; who flies; would it be a man or a woman?
A 'He' or a 'She' ?
(Well if you recently watched Alice Through The Looking Glass - then 'Time' is a 'He') LOL

Let's just say that English (itself) are sometimes (or maybe all the time) Interestingly Crazy.
or
Let's just say that I'm actually trying to distract the fact that I've been busy for the past
days slash months slash years
for not updating this page by debating about the existence of Time as a creature that love to fly away.

Who knows ?
Maybe BOTH.
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I'm currently, gladly, happily, excitedly and finally
in my FINAL YEAR OF MEDICAL SCHOOL.
Not that I'm bragging about it tho
(honestly there's nothing to brag about it because it as actually double the scare of me in nearing the real world of becoming a true doctor) *YIKES*

I just hope that some of you that's reading this piece might as well pray for me- and my friends;
to pray for our final journey to be ease smoothly (obviously is going to be NOT)
and for us to be prepped with strength, courage and patience to keep holding on till the last game.
Amin Ya Rabbalalamin.

This might as well be my first and last post EVER.
*CUE THE SAD SONG*
Nahhhhh kidding.